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zaapp

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i know youve seen my last post, since you blocked my main and i can no longer find your skype account (at least, i'd assume that's what that means)


i genuinely hope youre getting professional help. nobody else deserves to be hurt by you ever again. i hope youre healing from the sick things you were into. i hope you can find a path in life without interacting with children or animals, without harming others. i dont know if theres any way to truly come back from what you did, but if that way exists, i hope you find it. i at least hope youre done hurting people


whatever you do, dont hide or run from this. dont hinder your own healing because youre afraid to admit that you were, at one point in your life (hopefully not anymore) a predator. everybody on this planet is capable of harming others, but its your responsibility to learn how to avoid it. i hope you can admit what you did and grow. but understanding and admitting what you did is the first step to becoming better.


goodbye ardyn, for good this time.

you might remember who i am. you might not. you might never see this


we met when i was 15 and you were 20 or 21. i opened up to you about my struggles in my relationship and how my parents weren't accepting of me as gay and nonbinary. but you accepted me in a twisted way. you told me i was so mature for my age. when my relationship with my girlfriend in real life became strained and broken, you took advantage of me. you got me to date you instead. a 21 year old, and i was 16. you told me age didnt matter to you. you told me about these disgusting fantasies you had. after a week, things felt so wrong that we broke it off, but the scars remained. YOU SHOWED ME NS/FW ART OF ANIMALS THAT YOU DREW!!!! FERAL ANIMALS! LITERAL DOGS!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU! I WAS A CHILD!!!!!! and yet somehow, at the same time, you made me feel bad about my own gender and sexuality... you made me feel disgusting for being a lesbian, when you were identifying as a man and wanted to date me.


i hope youre happy. you ruined my life. no matter what your intentions were YOU PREYED ON ME. im still going to therapy because of many things, and youre one of them


i wish i hadnt blocked you on everything and deleted our discord DMs. then id have the evidence. but i talked to other people who knew you at the time, and they agreed that something was very wrong between us. i hope you never set foot near a child or animal again for the rest of your life


i hope you know i'm happy now. i'm healing, i'm doing wonderful. you took away a core part of my teenage years, but i'll be stronger than you ever could be. if only i had the evidence, i'd warn more people about you, but i dont even know where you are. you disappeared off the face of the internet. last i checked you had a new girlfriend. i dont know if youre still together, but i hope shes OVER 18 and that shes safe. i worry about her safety sometimes


but i'm safe. i'm happy. and getting this off my chest was just one more step in my healing process. this is the last time you'll ever bring me down


if you know who this is, DONT CONTACT ME EVER AGAIN, just respond so i know youve seen this

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